In the past we were like
two lovers in a romantic comedy
I’m so useless.
One thing that I have taught myself is not to be blaming anyone or to be jealous of anyone who appears to be “better” than you or have “more” than you. You don’t know their story and they don’t know yours. Look at the things that you have, the people that care about you and the people that you love dearly. These are the things and people worth fighting for. These are the people that will have your back when life is pushing you to the edge. Even though today is a bad day, you need to make it through today to find out if tomorrow will be a better day. Only you will understand yourself, and you are the only one who can help yourself. Make yourself proud first.
Not understanding why everyone wants to grow up. I’d very much rather be a child that’s worry-free, innocent and doesn’t have to deal with any bullshit from this scary “real world” that people are so excited to go into.